A letter to the person I wish I could be.

Dear the person I wish I could be:

I wish I was more patient

I wish I was a more happy person like the women who poop skittles, rainbows and fairy dust.

I wish I wasnt so guarded

I wish I wasnt so negative

I wish I had the body that I did in high school

I wish I was more intellegent (did I even spell that right)

I wish I wasnt so ocd

I wish I was more nuturing and loving

I wish I hurt less

I wish I had more faith

I wish I didnt think so much

I wish I had bigger boobs and a small butt

I wish I knew exactly what i wanted in life and that nothing would stop me from getting it.

I wish I wouldnt of ever got married the first time

I wish I was a better mom and role model for my girls.

I wish I had more money

I wish I would take more time to play with my daughters

I wish I knew why my grandma believed in me as much as she did

I wish the broken and dark side of me was never placed there

I wish I was better with money

I wish I was a better cook.

I wish for more jewelry

I wish love came easily for me.

I wish I knew how to accept it better

I wish I wasnt so stubborn

I could go on and on about the person I wish to become but, the bottom line is this. We all live and learn. We all stumble and fall and each of us fails! I hope to leave a legacy that lives long after I do! I hope to continue living and learning. Ill take the failures with the victories. Ill take the tears if they bring me sunshine. Ill take the pain if it brings me joy!