Im one confused child:
So confused that I ? everything I am and what I stand for. I ? everyones loyalty and love for me and I ? everyones motives..So apparently Im not only confused but, paranoid too. Im pretty sure I dont know my head from a hole in the ground and its driving me crazy! Im on a mission to find that girl who knows what she wants without a doubt and I dont intend on letting anyone in my head to twist and turn the way I think. Im on a mission to know me again and to never lose myself in another person again. I want to be me regardless of who comes and goes in my life and I dont intend on allowing others to change the way that I am. But, for now I dont know if the way I think is my own thinking or if I have just borrowed the opinions of others and made them my own. I feel like I have been talked into circles and now Im like a lil girl who twirled herself around in circles 300 times and is doing the drunk walk and stammer trying to make the world stop spinning. Im the dizzy confused girl! I hate to admit it but, I am she!
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