When I saw the title of who I should write to today the first person that popped into mind was my grandma but, I have already written her a letter so I thought for a second and realized there was someone I missed just as much....
Dear ME:
Where are you? The strong and independent happy woman you were about 4 yrs ago. Where did you lose yourself? It seems like you so easily lose who you are in other people. You are so easily persuaded to feel differently about yourself because others do. You were so brave and almost indestructible but, yet in the past couple of years you have allowed things so much smaller than you to defeat you. You went through so much to become the healthy happy woman you were and you have allowed others to steal your joy and your faith in yourself. So where are you hidding? I can feel within me that your trying to come out again but, your that scared girl afraid of failure and afraid of how you may look because of the choices you are making. Where is the fearless girl that follows her heart and stands up for what she wants and what she deserves no matter what? What happen to your faith and strength? I am so disappointed that you have changed so much. I hope to find you soon and that you will become the woman God intended you to be. That you will love yourself and find yourself worth fighting for. Practice what you preach Tanya and listen to all of the wise things you have learned on your journey in this life. Be so stubbornly you and someone will appreciate you! I know I do! Until you return I will pray for you. For your heart to be mended once again and for you to have the joy you so deserve. Ill wait for you!
Sincerely,
You
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